...saying a little prayer

Everyday is not always a sunny one. There would be days where we feel that we are not worthy or deserving enough to handle tasks that was given to us. Our mind was fixed on the idea that we can't make it better that anyone else. We get confused and we look at the road ahead as dark and twisted as ever. And then we started to panic.

 I am feeling a little weird lately because I am not prepared to handle the tasks that was assigned to me. I felt that I am not the right person to do this and that I can't do it ever. But I have no choice, it's part of the job anyway (is it?). 

Staring around the four corners of the room, I started to think if I can survive this. Will I'll be ready to face the challenge?

and 

CAN I REALLY DO THIS?

I started to look at the big picture. Maybe God has reasons for giving me this "blessing". Instead of complaining I closed my eyes and say a little prayer.

Dear Papa God,


I come to you today with a humbled heart, praising and glorifying you mighty name. Thank you for all the blessing that You have given me all my life. Thank you for the love and for the guidance that You continuously bestowed upon me. 


I ask for forgiveness for all the sins that I have committed and for all the wrong thing that I have done.


Papa God, I know that You have chosen me among your other children to handle this tasks. My heart is filled with worries and fears right now. I pray that You take them all away and fill my heart with gratitude and appreciation that through You I can do all these things with ease and comfort.


Father God, show me the way and enlighten my heart and mind. Open my eyes and make me realized that I am given a challenge because I can do it. Touch my heart Papa God and make me feel my worth. Make me see that I am no different than anybody else. 


Make me believe in myself that I can manage this well because I am certainly your daughter. Uplift my confidence that I may be able to survive this because I know that you are always here for me because You are my Father.


Walk with me everyday Father God and I'll know that I will be on the right path and that I'll be ok.


And most especially, thank You for making me feel blessed, special and loved everyday!




Your Child,


Vibelyn May

...its a little thing called love

Love – they say is actually all around us. Well I can agree to that. While I was patiently waiting for my flight to Manila that day, my attention was caught by this little girl kissing her Mom. I smiled with what I saw and I thought if you just stand at one corner of an airport all day, you will see all kinds of love. 

A LOVE simply shown by:

a father & a mother to their children…

          a brother to his sisters…

                    a friend to an old friend… 

                                a boyfriend to his girlfriend…

                                            a husband to his wife…

                                                        a granddaughter to her grandfather…

                                                                    and above all, God’s love for all of us…

God created us out of His love for all us. From the very beginning, He already knew where on earth we will be when we were born. He destined us to be a part of a family whom He chose for us as we grow up. As His children, He made sure we are surrounded with people who will be responsible for teaching us the idea of expressing love and to make us feel how good or amazing it is to be loved. He provided us with things that we need each day without expecting something in return. When we stumble and fall, He carried us without complaining until the day that we are ready again to stand, to fight and to face the world without fear. With every decision that we make, He is always there. When we are lost and confused in the dark, He gives us light and direction for us to find our way back home. We may not see God with our naked eyes – but with the blue sky, the vast ocean, the shining stars at night, the rainbow after the rain, the bright new moon, the rising sun and the warmth of the air; His big and unconditional love for us is just around.

Our parents showed their love for us from the day that we were conceived to the day that we were born. From the first moment we opened our eyes, they made sure that we will only had a glimpse of the painful things that they had undergone to deliver us into this world. Instead they provided us with a lot of love, care and happiness for us to view the world differently. When we started to take our journey into the world, they are always at our side, ready to catch us when we fall. They sacrificed a lot for our sake that they sometimes tend to forget their own. They had done everything in their power just to send us to a good school, provide us with necessary nutrition and to clothe us with proper and comfortable clothes. As we take on the real world, they are our big encourager. They are not tired to clap their hands and cheer every time we did a good job. In their eyes, no one is more beautiful and smart than we are. We also see them smile when we are happy and drop a tear when we are sad, because in our times of happiness and grief they are the ones that are most affected with. Our parents made sure that we grow up full of love, strength, faith in God and into someone they believe that will change the world someday. They protected and loved us whole our lives. And it is difficult for them to simply let us go cause for them we will remain as their little princes and princesses always. With that kind of love that they have shown – all we could do is to salute and bow to them.

Having a brother and a sister is having a friend at the same time. They are your very first playmate and protector. Despite your differences, a strong bond still links you that make you accept and understand each others weaknesses. When all people turned their backs on you when the rain comes, rest assured that your siblings will run to your sides and share his/her umbrella with you. You are each others defendant and partners in crime. Fights and misunderstandings will make its way to make you hate each other but as they say blood is still thicker than water – cause at the end of the day family still comes first. In these simple ways – the magic of love still reigns.

You’re pretty lucky and blessed to find someone whom you can depend on. A true friend that will stand by you through the good times and bad times too. As they say, many will come into your lives, but only few will touch, love, stay and walk with you on your journey. You are with a true friend if he/she accepts and laughs at you despite your craziness and clumsiness.

As they say, having a boyfriend/girlfriend is really magical. You share a special love with someone that your parents or your siblings cannot offer. Being with this someone special, you learn the value of trust and the true meaning of falling in love. You may saw the world differently and you may appreciate everything including each other.

Being loved and having an opportunity to love is indeed amazing!

xoxo

...3 things i love about skype

Out of 929 million registered users of skype, I am one of the lucky user to avail it's free voice and video calls. I am so thankful to whoever it's founder is, for they have taught of inventing this kind of software that could "connect people" from different parts of the planet. 

I have been a skype user for almost four long years. I remember my very first time to use this application when my tatay was still working abroad. I registered and bam! I enjoy it's unlimited video calls for free up to this very moment.


Now that it's my turn to be on the other side of the planet, let me share to all of you three reasons I love about skype.


1. It eases up boredom and homesickness.
Whenever boredom and homesickness strikes in, I just miss my family so much that I wanted to cry my heart out. But because of this amazing skype, I got to see and talk to them almost everyday. We talk a lot about anything from new experiences to new places I visited.  

2. Let you talk to your friends from anywhere in the world.
You may be in Thailand, Riyadh, Texas or simply in the Philippines, skype is there to let you connect with your close and new found friends. It is such a liberating experience to see your friends away from home even just in a simple video call using skype. You can still have dose of the latest chikas and updates about each other lives and some peoples lives as well. And you can still share a laugh with your most embarrassing moments while just having to see them in your computer screen. 

3. No need to buy phone card anymore.
This is what I really like about skype. Since I started being a bayani ng bayan, I was not worried about spending too much money for phone cards. All I have to do is have an access on the internet and viola skype will do the honor of giving you unlimited video calls for free. And take note - it is freaking free! And the best part is you have extra money to put on your savings (kailangan kasi magtipid)! 

Now, just register online and be part of the fast growing family of skype. I assure you, you will enjoy it's benefits just like I enjoyed it!


xoxo

...home away from home

I haven't updated my blog lately because of some stuffs that I have to attend to. You see, people change everyday (naks, my pa change change pa na nalalaman). Anyways, I am officially writing this post from a place thousand miles away from my home country.

Everyone, let me introduce you to my temporary home!

WELCOME TO TABUK, SAUDI ARABIA

According to Wikipedia - the free encyclopedia, Tabuk also spelled as Tabouk is the capital city of the Tabuk Province in northwestern Saudi Arabia.

I don't have any idea that this place ever existed until I got here last September 11, 2011. And for 2 years, this place would be a witness of all new experiences, new learnings, and new friendships that would be a huge part of my story.

I was welcomed in this strange land by people whom I will consider as my family away from home. Cheng and Czhel have been my instant housemate, teacher, tour guide, and sisters that I never had. They never hesitate to share their things and especially their food on my first day. They taught me patiently about the nature of our work and when I ask something, they instantly answers my unending set of questions with a smile on their faces. And most especially for being understanding and patient with me especially with my cooking skills (hahaha). 

Every Wednesday, which is our only gala time, they serve as my tour guide and shopping companion. During this time, we get a chance to really bond and know each other well. They take me to places where would be my gala destination for the coming years. We have started to share our stories, laughs, and differences for almost two weeks of being together. And I know that we still have a lot to share for the coming weeks. And I really hope to share a wonderful friendship with them all these years wherever may destiny takes us.

Enough with the drama (and I know both of you are laughing, but know that it all come from my heart and I truly mean everything I wrote). Let's now discuss about the place (hehehe). I admit I still haven't explore the whole place and I know I still have a lot of places to discover here. But let me share with you what I know about Tabuk for two weeks of being here.

The place may not be exactly like that of most cities, but malls and amusement park also exists in this city. Just like our version of boutiques, I was introduced to a store called khamsa where they sell all items from clothes to perfume for only 5 riyals (55 pesos sa pinas if 1 riyal is equal to 11 pesos). Also, a store called world saving offers you items from clothes to shoes to kitchenware's that only costs 10 - 15 riyals. On my first Wednesday here, we went to Al - Mhadi, a grocery store just like our SM hypermarket where you can find anything you want from food to toiletries. We also went Centerpoint, one of Tabuk's mall where you can shop all kinds of stuffs. And that's it for now, still have to visit some soon!

Women here wear Abaya - a black robe-like dress with matching tarha, a head cover used by Arabian women to cover their faces in public. Since we are here in a country where they strictly impose those traditions, we too have to wear that in public. And seriously, I don't like the idea of covering my whole body with just the eyes left uncovered at first. But do we have a choice? No! I remembered my cousin RJ asked me if I am a black ninja because of what I'm wearing (hehehe). And since we are staying in their country, we have to respect and abide with their rules. And here we are all geared up with our abaya and tarha.

On my first week here, I was then introduced to a saudian food called Mushakel. It is a rolled bread with fries, boiled egg, and eggplant as a filling. I was also introduced to the so called broast, a 4 pieces of fried chicken and a bunch of fries at the side. And I can say, I like the later much better (hehehe). Yummy!

These are just the things I know about my home for now. Give me some more time and you will be surprised with the all the things I'm about to share with you in the future. Things that I still have to discover. I know that there are a lot out there.

Now, for all of you who just like me are away from HOME. I know that it is difficult for us to adjust but we just have to open our minds and hearts to the place that we call our second home. Try to take in and love the things that we have here. Never compare it with other places. Enjoy every moment and try to remember every place you visit. Put it all in your memories and you will soon say this is: 

MY HOME AWAY FROM HOME

xoxo from Tabuk, Saudi Arabia

...the many goodbye's and a time for an adventure!

The long wait was finally over. I was informed that my scheduled flight was September 10, 2011 at 10:45 am. I was told to report at the agency the day before that to have my pregnancy test and for me to sign the employment contract. There I was acquainted with Angel, Sharon, and She who were also leaving two days after me. 

After we signed the said contract I met with Leomel and Apple at Edsa Central in Ortigas. We ate at Mang Inasal and chatted for a little while. After eating, I told them that I have to be home since one of my aunt was still waiting for me. 

When I got home, my aunt was still there, waiting! (hahaha). We talked for a little while and after a moment she said she had to be home early since no one would look after her sari-sari store. She kissed and told me that I had to take care of myself since I'll be away from home for quite a long time. 

And right there and then, I realized, I just said my very first goodbye. And I knew that a lot of it will be said after that very moment.

When it was time to pack my things, I suddenly felt a little bit sad for at a few hours I'll be riding on a plane that would take me to my temporary home.

I woke up the next morning at exactly 3:00 am. When I was dressed up, I kissed Miles and Tutoy while they were sleeping for the last time (and I'll surely miss them). I also said my goodbye to Manay Juanit, my aunt. Tita Jiji and I arrived at Ninoy Aquino International Airport at exactly 4:45 am. We waited for Ma'am Riza, who had my passport and some important documents to be presented at the immigration. 

At exactly 5:00 am, we entered the OFW lounge where we had our POEA validation. After it, we then waited for the check-in counter for Qatar Airlines to officially open. My companion, Kuya Ronnie then asked me if it's ok that we wait inside. I said yes, and right then I kissed Tita Ji and said thank you for taking me to the airport today. She said goodbye and I said my goodbye as well. 

We entered the airport and immediately searched for our seat. While waiting I can't help but be amazed that for the first time I was literally inside Ninoy Aquino International Airport. I had a few questions about the flight and thank God Kuya Ronnie willingly answers every questions that I had in my mind. While sitting on an airport bench, I thought of documenting my ever first international flight.

When the checked-in counter for Qatar Airlines opened, I and Kuya Ronnie got up of our seats and went to counter 26. I then filled-up the embarkation card needed at the immigration and I had my visa checked by the assigned visa reader and next to me was Kuya Ronnie. I was then surprised when the visa reader did not let him passed because she said that Kuya Ronnie's documents are not consistent. I went to counter 26 and had my baggage checked in. The lady then handed me 2 boarding passes, one for Manila - Doha and Doha - Riyadh. I looked for Kuya Ronnie and I saw him standing at one corner of the airport. I approached and asked him what was the problem. He said there was an inconsistency with his papers. He told me to get going and assured me that I will be fine and that he will just follow after. I then entered the immigration department and waited for my turn to face the so-called immigration officer (hahaha). When it was my turn, I handed her my passport and my OEC from POEA. I then heard her stamped my passport. I felt relieved and I then went inside. 

I looked at my watch and it was only 8:30 am. I searched for Gate 15 - the assigned gate where we will wait for our scheduled flight and for the plane that will take us to Doha, Qatar. I went downstairs and I saw few people already seated and patiently waiting. I then took a seat and prayed that Kuya Ronnie would appear behind me. 

Without nothing to do, I got my phone and and it was time to call and say goodbye to a bunch of people who are very close to my heart. I first dialed my Nanay's cellphone number. I patiently waited for her to answer the phone and when I heard her voice, I immediately hold back the tears that was about to fall my eyes. We had a short conversation since my niece, Kara also wanted to talk to me. I said my goodbye to my 5 year old niece and she did say it back in a way that I was only going to Iloilo and that I'll be back whenever I want. Oh well how in the world a 5 year old could understand that? I asked my nanay if my brother Vincent was around. She said yes and I told her I also wanted to talk to him. When he got the phone from Nanay he told me that I would take care of myself and that may God blessed me always. I was really touched by his words. I could not imagine those words coming from him. I then felt the tears fell down my cheeks. My father talked to me next and I did not control myself to cry. Only now I realized how funny it was that I was crying with all those people around me. Oh well I think a lot of them did the same thing when it was their first time to go abroad. After almost 2 hours of waiting, I then saw the plane getting near gate 15. I called Tita Ji again  and I told her we were about to board the plane. She was already home with Miles and Tutoy and for the last time, I talked to them along with Ate Tin-tin. Kuya Ronnie was firsrt to board the plane since his seat was almost at the end. I boarded next, and when I entered on the plane I was greeted by a beautiful stewardess and pointed me to my seat. After all the passengers was seated, we were asked to turn off our cellphone and all electronic devices. I then heard the pilot's instruction that we should already fasten our seat belt and be ready for take off. 

It's time to rest and relax. I was really enjoying the food and the entertainment that Qatar Airlines offered. I watched the movie Mulan and after I decided to take a sleep. It was then time for lunch and the stewardess offered us our meal. Take note, it tastes really good. After having lunch, I slept again and when I woke up the pilot said that we will be arriving at Doha after an hour. I was really am excited to see what Doha looks like. 

We landed at Doha, Qatar at exactly 2:35 pm. We rode in a bus that brought us to the other part of the airport where we will wait for our connecting flight to Riyadh. Upon entering the Doha International Airport, I passed through security inspection and was then told to go immediately at gate 7 for my flight to Riyadh.

To my dismay, I haven't seen Kuya Ronnie and I don't know what to do since this was my very first international flight. I don't know exactly what to do next. I searched where was gate 7 located and luckily I was able to find it. I showed my boarding pass to the assigned personnel and the same time looking behind me if Kuya Ronnie was there. And he was not. I then told myself I already have to do this alone and I know I can. I again rode on a bus that will bring us to our plane. I was seated almost at the end of the plane. I was informed that it will take almost an hour and a half to Riyadh. After take off, I was offered food and drinks. I almost loss my appetite since I am already full with all the food served at our first flight. I urged myself to take a sleep but I couldn't and I don't know why. After an hour, the pilot said that we were almost on the destination. We landed safely and was told to remain seated until the plane finally stops. We got off the plane and I was in awe when I saw how huge King Fahd International Airport was. 

I then waited in line for my turn to pass by the immigration department. When I looked behind me, I saw Kuya Ronnie approaching me and I felt relieved again. I asked him if I would transfer with him. He told me to stay where I am and just wait for my turn. When I faced the immigration officer, I handed him my passport and I heard him stamped it. He showed me something like a white paper and asked me in Arabic. Since I can't understand him but I knew what he meant. I answered I haven't filled that up and I admit I didn't knew what it was. He gave me my passport back and I then went to the next security inspection. He asked me my boarding pass and I then gave it to him. I then went to wait for my baggage and for Kuya Ronnie. After a few minutes, I already retrieved my baggage but I haven't seen Kuya Ronnie yet. I decided to wait for him. I waited for 20 minutes and still no Kuya Ronnie. I then went to the next security inspection or the custom department. I loaded my baggage and my backpack and an X-ray machine checked it. I take my things back and I went outside. Exiting the airport, a smile lit my face when I saw a man holding a sign that says: 


VIBELYN MAY LUZANTA
Faisal and Parteners for Medical Services


I approached him and he showed me the way. I was introduced to Kuya Nelson, a kabayan working at Faisal too. I was very happy to meet him since he was the first Pinoy apart from Kuya Ronnie that I was acquainted with in this very strange land. And he asked me a question that really bothered me while waiting for the car.


Kuya Nelson: Nag fingerprinting ka ba sa loob?
Me: Huh? Ano po yun?
Kuya Nelson: Yung form na puti. Para sa mga new entry dito.


(I then remembered the form the immigration officer showed me)


Me: Hala! Wala po ako nun. Para po saan yun?
Kuya Nelson: Para yun sa ikama mo. Pero di bale nakalabas ka na eh.
Me: Eh paano na yun kuya?
Kuya Nelson: Office na bahala nun. First time mo kasi eh.
Me: Cge po.Hindi ko po kasi alam.


There's always a first time for everything. First mistake in Saudi Arabia. hahaha. 


Sitting in the car, I couldn't help but take pictures of my very first TEMPORARY HOME.

I thought my adventure was over. But I was wrong. Kuya Nelson told me that I still have to take another plane ride going to Tabuk, Saudi Arabia. I was really bothered because I had to do it all alone again. huhuhuhu. He then told me that I'll be staying at a Hotel and the next morning they will pick me up and take me to the airport. I was brought to the main office first and introduced to our boss. He instructed Kuya Nelson to take me to his house and spend the night there since it's not safe for me to stay at a hotel alone. They take me to his house and I met Ate Joy, a kabayan who works as a maid. Seeing her, I felt really overwhelmed because I was able to experience the joy seeing your kababayan away from home. I can't help but remember what they used to say in movies that, "Sino pa ba magtutulungan sa malayong lugar kundi tayong mga Pilipino din". I was treated like a guest.   My stay there was forever be in my memory for once in my life I met Ate Joy, she didn't know me but did not hesitate to welcome me and treat me with such joy and happiness.


I was picked up by Kuya Nelson at 6:30 am. We arrived at King Fahd terminal 3 and he instructed me that someone will pick me up in Tabuk. He handed me the plane ticket and my passport. I then went inside and waited for my flight. I was all alone. I had no one to talked to. I was just sitting on one corner of the airport staring at the blue sky. When I decided to explore the place I heard someone called me "KABAYAN". I looked at him for a while and I smiled. We chatted for a while and he offered me something to eat and drink. Since I had my breakfast I politely refused the offer. He said it was already his off and he gave something. When I opened the bag, I saw 2 pieces of cookies and a bottle of water. He said goodbye and reminded me to take care of myself. I said goodbye too and I don't even had the chance to ask him his name. Wherever and whoever he is - Thank you!


On my flight to Tabuk, I had also the chance to meet Nurpa and Norma - both kabayan from Mindanao who works us a maid. We talked a lot during the 1 1/2 hour plane ride. We exchanged numbers and promised to contact each other. We landed safely at Tabuk Domestic Airport at 12:30 pm. Norma and I got off the plane first. We then went to retrieve our baggage. After I got my things, I then said my goodbye to Norma and thank her for being with me. I was picked up by Mr. Akmad and his wife. 

It took us 30 minutes to reach the place which will serve as my home for 2 years. I was introduced to Cheng and Czhel both Filipino nurses who works at the clinic. 


I unpacked my things and arranged it neatly on my room. 


Mr. Akmad then asked me to go on duty immediately. I obeyed and dressed up. 

I also had a chance to see Tabuk at night when we went out to go to the grocery store.

Everytime I stare the four corners of my room I can't help but think about my family and friends back home. I missed them so much that I wanted to cry. But I can't. I have to put on a brave face everyday and always think that I do this for myself and for my family. 


When homesickness strikes in, I'll just remember to:


be strong


have faith


enjoy every moment and consider Tabuk as my second home


and most importantly, time flies really fast


Two years is not a long time!






xoxo from Tabuk, Kingdom of Saudi Arabia

...songs of life!

 Songs have been a huge part of my crazy, fun and beautiful journey. It has been my guide when I was lost and trying to search for my identity. My teacher when I needed to learn life's great lessons. Gives me inspiration when I am down and alone. Encourages me to never give up and to move on. Promises me that life has more to offer. And by simply, making me smile when a tear is about to fall.

When I was a little girl, I thought of songs simply as a form of entertainment. Back then, I never really understand it's meaning and the message it conveys. As long as it has a beautiful beat and sound, it was enjoyable for me.

I have encountered a lot of songs that was written that can touch your heart, make you cry, lift your spirit up, make you laugh, open your eyes, and to make you fall in love. Whatever it was made for, a song was created to make our dreams reachable, our journey more meaningful, and moments of our life more magical than we ever could imagine.

These are the songs of my life!

"Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be. Can't go far but you can always dream. Wish you may and wish you might. Don't you worry, hold on tight. I promise you there will come a day. Butterfly fly away."

(Butterfly Fly Away - Miley Cyrus)

Hearing this song from Miley Cyrus reminds me that we all have dreams to chase and stars to reach. We just have to wait until we are ready to face the vast and challenging world. And when we are, spread those wings and fly away.

"Nothing's better than family, for the ones who love you so. Be a shoulder to cry on when you are in need. They will never leave you alone. When your friends bring you down, and they drag you through the dirt. and nobody is around. They will carry you through the hurt. Just remember, that Family comes first."

(Family First - Whitney Houston)

This song is a beautiful reminder that there is no one in this earth who would love and accept us as much as our family does. They are the people who will be there at our side when our friends turn their backs on us. They will always be ready to catch us when we fall and help us to stand up until we learn to walk on your own. We should always be proud of our family. For no matter what happens, they will love us unconditionally.

"There can be miracle, when you believe. Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill. Who knows what miracles you can achieve. When you believe, somehow you will. You will when you believe."

(When You Believe - Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey)

All things can happen when you just believe in Him. Just entrust everything into His hands and you will be given the desires of your heart. Even the impossible things could be made possible when you open your heart and let Him in.

"A star is a star. It doesn't have to try to shine. Water will fall. A bird just knows how to fly. You don't have to tell a flower how to bloom. Or light how to fill up a room. You already are what you are. And what you are is beautiful."
(What You Are - Jewel)


Hearing this makes me feel that I am really special. That I am no different than anybody else because God made me who I really am. It also reminds us that we are just as beautiful and amazing just the way we are.

"Keep smiling, keep shining. Knowing you can always count on me. For sure. That's what friends are for. For good times and bad times, I'll be on your side forevermore. That's what friends are for."
(That's What Friends Are For - DionneWarwick)


Friends are people who is a part of what we call extended family. They are the ones who will be there for us next to our family. Being with them it feels like every moment is full of fun and crazy adventures. It feels so good to find people whom we trust and that can give us their trust in return. Like I always say, many can be a part of our journey, some of them may come and go. But only few of them will stay to be with us until we reach our destination - and that's what we call true friends.

"They can say, anything they want to say. Try to bring me down, but I won't face the ground. I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach. Although they do try. How to make me feel that I, don't matter at all. But I refuse to fall, tell me what I believe of loose faith in my dreams, cause there's a light in me that shines brightly. They can try but they can't take that away from me."
(Can't Take That Away From Me - Mariah Carey)


This reminds us that we all have a beautiful strength inside us. That challenges may come into our lives, but we can handle it if we don't lose hope. People may judge and criticize us. Don't allow them to pull you down. Instead, hold your head up high and show them that you are worthy of their respect. 

"Life comes in many shapes. You think you know what you got. Until it changes. And life will take you high and low. You gotta learn how to walk and then which way to go. Every choice you make when your lost. Every step you take has it's cause. After you clear your eyes, you'll see the light. Somewhere in the darkness. And after the rain has gone, you'll feel the sun comes. And though it seems your sorrow never ends. Someday it's gonna make sense."
(It's Gonna Make Sense - Michael Learns To Rock)


And lastly make this as our guide in life - that everyday won't be as beautiful and perfect. There will days that would make us feel that we are alone and worthless. Don't be sad, instead let us acknowledge that life is full of magic. And that someday everything's gonna make sense!

I have a lot to share but for now these are the few songs of my life. xoxo