...saying a little prayer

Everyday is not always a sunny one. There would be days where we feel that we are not worthy or deserving enough to handle tasks that was given to us. Our mind was fixed on the idea that we can't make it better that anyone else. We get confused and we look at the road ahead as dark and twisted as ever. And then we started to panic.

 I am feeling a little weird lately because I am not prepared to handle the tasks that was assigned to me. I felt that I am not the right person to do this and that I can't do it ever. But I have no choice, it's part of the job anyway (is it?). 

Staring around the four corners of the room, I started to think if I can survive this. Will I'll be ready to face the challenge?

and 

CAN I REALLY DO THIS?

I started to look at the big picture. Maybe God has reasons for giving me this "blessing". Instead of complaining I closed my eyes and say a little prayer.

Dear Papa God,


I come to you today with a humbled heart, praising and glorifying you mighty name. Thank you for all the blessing that You have given me all my life. Thank you for the love and for the guidance that You continuously bestowed upon me. 


I ask for forgiveness for all the sins that I have committed and for all the wrong thing that I have done.


Papa God, I know that You have chosen me among your other children to handle this tasks. My heart is filled with worries and fears right now. I pray that You take them all away and fill my heart with gratitude and appreciation that through You I can do all these things with ease and comfort.


Father God, show me the way and enlighten my heart and mind. Open my eyes and make me realized that I am given a challenge because I can do it. Touch my heart Papa God and make me feel my worth. Make me see that I am no different than anybody else. 


Make me believe in myself that I can manage this well because I am certainly your daughter. Uplift my confidence that I may be able to survive this because I know that you are always here for me because You are my Father.


Walk with me everyday Father God and I'll know that I will be on the right path and that I'll be ok.


And most especially, thank You for making me feel blessed, special and loved everyday!




Your Child,


Vibelyn May